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hey hey hey!
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Hey, anyone have a 2D/3D project they wouldn't mind some collaboration with?
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...going forwards, where else is there to go???
When all your other friends seem to have flown, it's nice to have a few ones online to fill in when you're feelin' low
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...going forwards, where else is there to go???
When all your other friends seem to have flown, it's nice to have a few ones online to fill in when you're feelin' low
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Why I'm so confused and depres
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Well, I finally got my new drivers license, plates and registration... I'm now officially stuck in CT. On a plus note it's a decent picture, on the other hand it makes me look 15 years old!!! (really, maybe I'll scan it in sometime to prove it lol)
*Was chatting online with a friend in NY for a few minutes earlier and I came up with why my life feels empty and I feel so down all the time. - I don't have much in my life right now to live for - I have family and friends that care about me, yes... but they're so far away I hardly EVER see them. I have a decent job, but it's NOT anything that I would call remotely inspiring or even interesting. I try to look forward to things like lunch, checking my email, driving back from work, sleep... but these things are just my poor attempt to cover up the fact that I have no real goals in my life. I don't have a direction, I don't have any idea how to make my few dreams a reality, and most of all... I'm just plain lonely. My computer can not make up for the fact that there's no one to watch a movie with, no friends to hang out with, to share with, no guys to create worlds with and banter hyperspace theory vs. magic, no girl I can hug when I've had a really long day and just need someone THERE.
*Was chatting online with a friend in NY for a few minutes earlier and I came up with why my life feels empty and I feel so down all the time. - I don't have much in my life right now to live for - I have family and friends that care about me, yes... but they're so far away I hardly EVER see them. I have a decent job, but it's NOT anything that I would call remotely inspiring or even interesting. I try to look forward to things like lunch, checking my email, driving back from work, sleep... but these things are just my poor attempt to cover up the fact that I have no real goals in my life. I don't have a direction, I don't have any idea how to make my few dreams a reality, and most of all... I'm just plain lonely. My computer can not make up for the fact that there's no one to watch a movie with, no friends to hang out with, to share with, no guys to create worlds with and banter hyperspace theory vs. magic, no girl I can hug when I've had a really long day and just need someone THERE.
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Devious Journal Entry
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Well, it's been a little over a month at my new job... so far it's good, not terribly exciting, but it's paying off my Jeep and college loans My goal is to be free of loans in four or five years... then I can move on again... take another step in life and hopefully find a job/career where I be interested in what's going on tomorrow. I want a job I can come home from and actually feel like telling someone what happened during my day. Of course, that opens up the whole question of where's that "someone"... but I guess I just have to wait on that one 
My goal is to be free of loans in four or five years... then I can move on again... take another step in life and hopefully find a job/career where I be interested in what's going on tomorrow. I want a job I can come home from and actually feel like telling someone what happened during my day. Of course, that opens up the whole question of where's that "someone"... but I guess I just have to wait on that one
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Devious Journal Entry
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Well, it's been a little over a month at my new job... so far it's good, not terribly exciting, but it's paying off my Jeep and college loans My goal is to be free of loans in four or five years... then I can move on again... take another step in life and hopefully find a job/career where I be interested in what's going on tomorrow. I want a job I can come home from and actually feel like telling someone what happened during my day. Of course, that opens up the whole question of where's that "someone"... but I guess I just have to wait on that one
My goal is to be free of loans in four or five years... then I can move on again... take another step in life and hopefully find a job/career where I be interested in what's going on tomorrow. I want a job I can come home from and actually feel like telling someone what happened during my day. Of course, that opens up the whole question of where's that "someone"... but I guess I just have to wait on that one
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Devious Journal Entry
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Got the job in CT... good job, good people, hopefully I'll like it! lol I have till the end of the summer to enjoy my freedom. Unfortunately, none of my friends are in the area anymore, so I'm stuck at home most days. Finally got my first vehicle though (about time) so trips to see friends aren't totally out of the ballpark any more at least... just hours and hours away ...gotta stretch the gas money till Sept!
My life has certainly been changing a lot this past year... I don't have a plan; no idea what I really want to do; but it's heading down the road whether I'm ready or not!
My life has certainly been changing a lot this past year... I don't have a plan; no idea what I really want to do; but it's heading down the road whether I'm ready or not!
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